its official she's gone...i really dunno wat2say....this definately spur alot of torts n feelings...so wat m i going to do now? i dunno wat2tell myself....if anyone happen2read this...dont wait till things2happen then decide wat2do abt it....whn they do happen...u wouldnt noe wat2do....i'm totally lost now...at e moment whn i've decided2make a major move in my career...a setback in my love life struck me....during wrk my mind wondered all ovr e place....i felt a tight slap across my face...it was painful...v painful....just right2wake me up....
along e day i called her...i couldnt bottle a feelings anymore...n in my tactless spew i hurt her again....again i did things i noe i shldn have done n yet i still do it....y? during dinner instead of talkin abt business opportunities with W,P,K n R...i was in my own world....i started e whole thinking process again...R noticed tt i seem pretty troubled n he gave me an advice..."dont think abt how to problem occur...think abt how to solve it..."... so i asked myself how am i goin2solve it?...words tt i use on other ppl have now returned2me..."shi ni de shi hou you bu zhen xi...xian zhai shi qu le cai gan jue dao tong"..."bu yong pa...nan peng you er yi...hai mei jie huen ma..."...
tong?? zhen de heng tong...1,000,000 painkillers wouldn b enough2stop e pain...but they can kill me stop me from feelin e pain...eventually....saying is easy...but i wanna do it...i will win her back one day when i'm a better man.... aint no sunshine when she's gone...only darkness everyday....
